Today has been a day of such wonder. I have been alone all day yet so filled with Spirit that I am simply flying. I feel like a kite that has been tugged free and is now soaring into the pink clouds that the setting sun has illumined outside my window. Amazing how I can still connect to nature from this tiny apartment on the second floor with no views (other than then neighboring building’s walls) other than from the front room where there is a bank of windows. There is a ornamental pear tree outside the window that is just beginning to put forth its tiny white blossoms. So sweet, I was watching a large black bumblebee (you know the ones that are huge and almost furry looking) as he made his way from blossom to blossom.
Where was I? Oh yes, the heart expansion. I subscribe to a site that sends out daily messages. It is from the Circle of Light which consists of three people who live together and give of their hearts to put out the twin flame message..(time for those reunions is now) as well as words from the Creator on connecting to Her/His heart. I love the purity of their vibration. Their book on sacred sexuality speaks deeply to me. It resonates with the ideals that I know intuitively are how I want to experience physical union and lovemaking. I should mention that of the three, two are twin flames who are married and the third has total contact with her twin in spirit and he works with her daily.
Yael, who has meditated and received messages from God daily for 40 years, was directed by Jesus to offer this heart activation to anyone who desired an opening of their heart. I sent my picture and request in yesterday. Yael does not tell you when it takes place as she is not in charge, Jesus is. I know that my activation has already occurred as I am feeling such bliss. I feel connected to everything and everyone in a new way. It is so expansive. It is like moving from a duplex to a mansion by the sea! There is so much more room in my heart for this beautiful world. Please take advantage of this if you feel motivated. As our hearts expand, we can hold more light and help bring in this golden age of peace that we came here for. http://www.circleoflight.net/
Another interesting thing happened. Of course, when I find something wonderful, I want to share it with everyone that I love. I forwarded the email to my friends and then thought of my beloved Joseph, who lives in the woods off the grid without access to internet and only occasionally a phone. This is his choice as it has been his choice to not contact me for the past three months or so. I asked Yael if she could do the activation on someone who would not ask of his own accord. Could she check in with his higher self? She said that she could but needed a picture. Most of my photos are still on my son’s external hard drive as my hard drive crashed a week ago. I was given a new one by Apple (total unexpected gift as my mac is 4 years old!). So I emailed a friend who had taken pictures of Joe and I our last weekend together on 10-10-10 in South Dakota. She graciously dug them up and sent them but was concerned that I was still “so embroiled in him” and wondered about my heart hurting. I loved her for her concern for my well being but I did not feel any pain around this. I wanted to gift him with anything I could no matter what comes or does not. Whether I ever see or speak to him again…it matters not. What matters is the impulse of my heart to reach out in love. I love that about myself! For a long time, I berated myself for my heart that continued to love where it was not returned. But I am clearer in myself and understand that we are made to love. Our hearts truly cannot be turned off due to someone else’s actions. Whether he is kind or unkind…..it is irrelevant to my desire to love him. I love loving him. Does that make sense?
I was speaking with a friend about this. She had experienced an intense meeting with someone that still came into her awareness years later. She is married so nothing came of the encounter yet it affected her deeply. Her strategy and mine for a long time, was to try to shove the experience into a box, slam the lid and put it on a shelf in the back of the closet. Yet the feelings would come unannounced into her thoughts.
In this new landscape that we find ourselves in, we can be oh so much gentler with ourselves. My friend has found that she can allow the feelings to come and not immediately try to squelch them but rather smile and enjoy them as they pass on through. I have experienced that with my feelings for Joseph. I was meditating the other day and he popped in as he is wont to do. I had been reading a channeling from Merlin about his magic wand. Now I am a woman who never had a magic wand to play with as a little girl so I LOVE magic wands! I was twirling it about in my imagination (yes, I get up to all kinds of silliness in my meditations/daydreams) and making figure eights with it. Joe showed up and I showered him with some of the magic sparkles as I was twirling it about. He began to laugh and so did I. We were having so much fun! That was a reality that I live in. I meet him there if he shows up and wants to play. I do not hold any intention that he show up in this 3D world, I accept what is.
But I do not close myself off from the fun to be had when it is offered. The pain has gone and there is only the love. It is so delightful to me that I can feel this way.
I was telling my friend about this as we were talking on the phone. She was walking in a nature center and when I said about Joe, “Oh, I am so happy as he is so free” (he had gone through a very dark night of the soul after he asked me to leave), she heard a hawk cry out. Hawks are dear to me and have been a messenger between Joseph and I. It was very powerful and I felt that his spirit was responding to mine.
Some of the magic that is finally here. I was certain that last year was the year of the magic but it did not materialize. Now it is here and I am feeling it more every day. Sprinkles of fairy dust to you all!
Thank you Linda, just sent in my heart activation request.
Blessings. David
Great! I am so glad and will be interested in your experience. If today is any indication, we have only joy and more joy ahead!
Peace and lovelight,
Linda
I'm definitely feeling my activation right now. Lots of energy surges and even more blissful than i was already my energy field is vibrating tangibly Can't sleep so I'm interacting with Michael. I feel him so powerfully right now. A kiss from him has sent my consciousness reeling. Whew!
Must go thank Jeshua before I forget. Will connect with him now.
Oh, Michelle, isn't it wonderful! I am so glad for you and Michael. So many folks around me are in love with their twin…I am so ready for mine to show up. Wanting to share the love….I am a person made for love 🙂