Today began slowly, coming out of very vivid dream time that seemed to take place deep underground. It was so difficult to surface! Both my daughter and son experienced the same, vivid, strange dreams. I felt fuzzy, not able to gainmuch clarity. Did I have the energy to take a trip? Yesterday I had a surge of energy, took a long walk, bought some art supplies to do some more of my mini canvas paintings of twin flames. I arranged the car repair with my mechanic up in Sacramento (a 2 hour trip) as well as a play date with a friend that I have not seen in ages. There is a friend’s play to attend in the evening. All sounds good yet today I went to a sound/breath class at the local yoga studio and came home and napped for a good two hours. The class was basically a lead in to the nap as after a bit of breath work, we laid down, covered with a blanket on our mats and some dear person came around and put an eye pillow over my eyes to complete the relaxation. It was a lovely class, felt the vibrations of the crystal bowls and enjoyed the toning as a group. My anxiety arises at the thought of having a whole day or series of days ahead without a place to rest in the middle of it/them. My energies are not stable enough for me to count on. My daughter counseled me, as she reminded me that I counsel her, to stay in the moment and know that I can change my plans at any time. Good advice!
My desire to move and connect is awakening. I signed up to attend an early morning, Wake up the Spiritual Warrior Within, sound/movement class. Something about it drew me so I am trusting that. The studio is right around the corner yet I have only been one other time than today. My daughter dear pointed out that was new, my participating in a group event and to recognize that it took some energy for me to do. Ha! I once was a person who attended things without a thought, as I am a social creature. Now…I really have to feel some strong urge to move myself outward.
I packed tonight for a few days. I will head to Sacramento in the morning and see how it goes. I may spend a night or not, and may or may not head up to Portland from there. I would love to see a friend and have some play time. I had planned this journey a couple of weeks back but then the solar flares stopped me in my tracks. I had thought to continue onward to British Columbia to make some art with a friend but tonight that seems too much, too big an undertaking. I am so grateful for my facebook, email and phone friends. They have helped me get through this winter of inward time. Now the energy of spring is bringing the desire for physical connection, wanting to have others to play with. I turned on my beacon yesterday, asking my angels and guides to connect me to others who are of a like vibration.
I did find some connections through the internet. It is interesting to me how I will seemingly stumble across something that catches my interest. Today I came across a new site that spoke of the sisterhood of the rose.http://sisterhoodoftherose.homestead.com/index.html As I read the pages, tears streamed down my face. Amazing how things can touch me so deeply. I know that I am connected to Mother Mary and had some information about the rose line and Mary Magdalene but had never read this information. It spoke right to my heart about the divine feminine and the gifts of the rose. I am a long time rose lover and carry a pink rose of protection in my heart that was gifted from the Creator. It happened last summer at Mount Shasta when I was with two friends who are adepts at channeling star beings. They received white lions and Mother Sekmet for protectors and I received a pink rose. Perfect for me! Roses resonate so I sent out email enquiries to a couple of the women listed, one being from the Bay area. We shall see what develops.
I had asked that my creativity continue to grow. I was pleased to spend some time
braiding
hemp cord to make necklaces for my sons, daughter and myself with a quartz crystal attached. Little Grandmother, Keisha Crowder, had sent an request from Mother Earth for us to bless a crystal with our hearts and to wear them close to our hearts on a string of natural material. This is to bring us in resonance with Gaia’s heart. My son put his on tonight and liked it. It does feel good to be wearing a piece of her. I have begun to return my other crystals back to her by placing them in streams and rivers that I visit. I sent a couple into the stream in the redwoods the other day. I had heard a message that it was the time to return our crystals to our mother once again with our love. Many folks have been putting them in the waterways to bless the water on the planet and return it to wholeness. That resonated with me and it felt good to release them for that work.
Tonight I joined a meditation and activation with Celia Finn from South Africa to bring in the 9th Wave of the Galactic Underworld. Doesn’t that sound interesting? The Galactic underworld! Woohoo! Instead of the old 360 days to a cycle, we are entering into a cycle of 18 days. We know that time is speeding up but wow! This is the year that I have been waiting for! Celia points out that as our time speeds up, it also slows down. That we have the sense in this new dimension, that there is all the time in the world. We can flow easily without stress. I love this! I also like the check in, that if I am feeling pushed or pressed for time, I have actually stepped out of the new and back into the old 3D time frame. When I am in the new world, I am flowing with ease.
Celia and her co-host (interesting to me that there is much more co-hosting, masculine and feminine both being present, a time of balance) did a beautiful meditation connecting all of us (there were folks from all around the world on the webinar) with the bushmen of South Africa as well as the indigenous peoples from every continent. I felt my heart expanding in my chest and such deep emotions arising of peace and oneness. It was so beautiful. During the question and answer portion of the webinar, I asked Celia if she thought that it was time for the communities of light to begin forming. She said that the new communities will be so fluid and free that it will encompass many different types. She mentioned her facebook community and our internet communities as examples of how we are connecting in new ways. It is true, we can come together and do these global meditations that have such an impact on our world. We can join with our brothers and sisters from every nation, and feel one another’s presence. It is awe inspiring!
The recording is up on facebook already if you would like to listen to it.
2011-03-10 08.02 Free Webinar with Celia Fenn and Sean Alan Caulfield.wmv
I am grateful for this 9th wave, for the peace and expansion. For discovering the rose line teachings that give me more clues to my beingness. For the newly sprouting desire to reconnect to people and places. For the spring sunshine, still cool yet with pockets of warmth. For the air that carries a hint of
the earth and its nourishment. It makes me want a bit of land to dig my fingers into. I am grateful for the crystal around my neck, for my daughter’s wisdom and support, for the laughter shared with my son tonight as we watched the movie, Love Actually. The Brits know how to do humor. A tender, funny and dear movie, where you laugh and cry. My favorite kind! I am grateful for the red tulips that grace our kitchen table, a mysterious offering at our doorstep this morning. My daughter and I noticed them when we went out this morning, still there when we came back. No note, simply wrapped in a white paper. After a time, we brought them in as they were wilting without any water. A gift, unexpected. I believe that is the time that we are now entering. Magic and miracles, the unexpected delights that will grace our lives. Yes, I know you have heard this from me before
( I was sure that it was to happen last year and the year before) but now it truly does seem to be here. Hallelujah!