Another quiet day on the island. Had a nice nap in the sunshine on my log bench. The deer family was back with their beautiful big eyes focused on me as I awoke from my nap. Such gentleness. I was feeling the softness that is emanating from the earth. Saw it reflected in my world recently when I had a situation arise with a friend. I witnessed a distortion that was present where she was not vibrating in her truth. It occurred three different times (three is my number) and I got the message loud and clear that I was to speak to her. Uncomfortable…how and when to do it. How to speak in a way that could be loving and non-judging. How to honor her higher self while speaking with the personality self. I asked for guidance, to be shown the perfect time and for the words to flow that would be freeing. I then put it out ofmy mind. We were at an event together but the opportunity to speak alone did not arise. The morning after the event, I was packing up my things in my hotel room when she called. She said that she was guided in her meditation to call me. We had a wonderful talk, the exchange went well. The honoring flowed easily and understanding was reached. I saw how Spirit can line anything up anytime. Mine is to listen and allow. I allowed the timing to happen in divine timing. My old self would have pushed the agenda, in order to get past an uncomfortable situation as quickly as possible. By allowing it to unfold, grace was present.
Trust is so present in my moments as I sink into the knowing that I am in my perfect place doing exactly what is right for my growth at this time. How do I know this? I know this because this is where I am. This is where I have been led to. Lying on this log bench is my work of the day. I am dreaming this new earth into being. This deep rest of my physical body is informing me. I went into town today to find some cranberry capsules to help with a bladder infection. Wow, something I have not had in 30 years or more. I have not had any real physical illness in so long that I was taken by surprise. I sensed that my body was trying to move something and a couple of intuitive friends saw that it was part of the cleansing process that I am engaged in. That resonated and gave me peace. I am trusting my body to release any stored emotions in any way that she desires. I am supporting her as she does so. I love friends who help us see things, who help us stay aligned to our truth when we get lost in the illusion. Who witness our growth and affirm us in that growth. I am so grateful for them!
This is a stone altar that I came across in the woods. Such a lovely cloth of soft green moss across it, nature left its offerings of leaf and I added mine of stone and pinecone. I love being in communion with the elementals. Today I soared with the birds and allowed my heart to sing. I read this post from Yael and Doug Powell at Circle of Light :
Like a great bird on gilded wings streaming through an endless sky with freedom spilling from its wings and Love the currents upon which it flies…and always paired with another, singing songs of joy, streaming forth Love and blessing from every feather… while its wings trust the living currents to take it where they will that it may be the best expression of flight that it can…
This, dearest ones, is you. It is a symbol of your freedom, of that to which I lift you now as you are reborn in the Spirit. That which was your human identity now falls away, effortlessly and simply, as you take on being Love… as the focus of your life becomes the Real, the realms of Spirit, accessed through your heart. Your innocence, your purity, the glorious Love you are begins to appear as you, here on Earth.
I so want to have the faith and trust that the birds have. To be so present in the moment, that I do not concern myself with tomorrow but rather know that it will be filled as this moment is. We are in that betwixt and between point. We are ready to fly into each moment and glide yet this 3D world still takes money and things to make it work. There is still the outer focus that must be maintained along with the inner one. It is a difficult juggling act, staying present, yet making plans for the future. I am freer than most in this regard ( a blessing that I am mindful of each day) and yet there are moments which take me into the mind with its figuring it out propensity. We need both until we can drop the planning and plotting and simply be. I am on the leading edge of being, to open this gateway for all. I am so ready to simply fall from the sky like the birds I watched today, soaring and gliding and spinning about. I am at the threshold and it feels to me that the earth herself is holding her breath as we prepare to take this leap. All is being made in readiness. I breathe into my heart of love and know that all is well.
