Heart in a water puddle on my counter, reminding me that I am loved.
Whew, these energies have been intense. Yesterday, the last day of July found me hitting the wall. The bandages on my face, the trees around, the heat, everything conspired to make me feel trapped. I felt so tightly squeezed, tapped out. Nothing left to give. I spoke with a friend and let the tears fall. I am tired. So tired of holding this frequency, this note of mine.
The trust in the bigger picture is always with me, yet the fatigue of this journey has me worn out. I would like to feel some energy animate my body, feel enthused about something, anything! Feel some juice flowing. It happens in conversations with friends, where we share this space of no space. We weave light strands and create, though no form as yet. Still, it provides a breathing space. Thank God for each other!
Last night I dreamt of taking off layers of clothes. They felt so heavy and it took so long to remove each piece. Everything felt weighted. We are taking off these dense robes, ready to embody our light bodies. This bridging time has called upon every reserve within us. It has been such a testing time of our mastery.
It may not look pretty but I created an amazing balance with these rocks. Inner stillness creates.
Today, I have dozed and dreamed all day. I was given the image of a battery this morning. I am a cell of liquidlovelight. My job today was to allow all of my energy to be used to fuel the grids. Pouring out the love, knowing that as more and more awaken, they have more of a platform to stand upon than we did. There is a steadier ground to receive them as they take the leap from the old matrix.
I felt lighter, happier in my heart, despite my body not being able to move. This phase is ending. There are clearer skies ahead. Thank you, universe! I am so grateful. It has been a journey like no other. I saw a dear heart last night who is in the thrill of awakening. He was so full of excitement and wanted to share all his new insights. I smiled as I listened. It will be an easier path for him than it was for those of us who have been living it for this last decade or two or three. For that, I am grateful. We gave up everything. It has felt like we are on life support, provided by one another, as we passed the oxygen mask around.
Naked and free…
Tonight there is a breeze flowing, the temperatures are dropping below the century mark and my heart feels some ease and joy flowing in. I am grateful to be here. I am ready for the magic games to begin.