Back home after a lovely weekend spent with my daughter and her baby girl to be. I am the eldest daughter, she is the eldest daughter and this baby will be the eldest daughter for my daughter. Her fiance and son were away for the weekend so we had some solo time which was such a treat. It will not happen again for a long time as once the baby arrives, she will be nursing for a couple of years. So mama and baby will be a pair. We savored the time together. I brought my sewing machine and made new covers for all the couch pillows. I sewed sheets for the Moses basket the baby will sleep in downstairs as well as the cozy co-sleeper which will be next to their bed. We sorted all the baby clothes by size into bins. We filled the dresser with the newborn diapers and clothes. We took long walks in the sunshine and planned out Thanksgiving and Christmas days and menus. The baby is due just after Christmas so it will be a busy time, whether she comes early or late. Her first baby came two weeks early with the full moon so we shall see.

My heart is so full these days as I witness my three children with their loves. It made me think of frequencies and how we all vibrate differently and how wondrous it is when our frequencies match. I spent my marriage working hard to align frequencies with my then husband. I knew that he was the man that was to be the father of the three children I would have. My inner voice made it very clear at our first meeting even as I questioned how that could be as we were on such differing frequencies. He seemed such a boy and continued in that vein for our twenty-five years together. Yet, the love was overpowering. It was familiar, it felt like greeting an old and very dear friend. We have discovered that friendship is our truth. Our partnering provided us both with challenges and myriad opportunities for growth. There were many hard years lived, in order for me to learn to trust my own voice and inner knowing and to honor my own heart.

A lesson that became clear is that love is eternal. I can love someone and yet not be on the same frequency as them. This is where boundaries come in as well as learning about my own energy field. I have learned to protect my energy and be conscious of who I allow in my field. I know what supports me in keeping my frequency bright and vibrant and what drains me. The love can be strong and enduring yet require boundaries to maintain. Boundaries are part of love. That lesson took me decades to learn. I grew up with the notion that love was giving all of oneself, all of the time. That it was selfish to care for self before others. I thought love meant being in service to others in all ways at all times. I learned that love was something earned by being of service.

I have witnessed each of my children learn this lesson. They have each gone through relationships that drained, confused and exhausted them. Trying to align with differing frequencies is hard work. it does not negate the love as that is truly soul to soul. My former husband and I have shared many lifetimes. We are dear friends on a soul level. I knew this and yet so often felt the sharp edge of anger as well as sadness and confusion. Why could it not be easier if the love was true? That mystified me.

Now, I see that though the love was, and is true, we agreed to help one another learn certain lessons. Life on this earth is about soul growth and evolution. We are striving to become who we truly are. We write the script and set the stage of our lives, the background, the family of origin, the players who will take part in the play. All are known to us on a soul level. Often those who challenge us the most, are our dearest loves. They may have agreed to play dark parts in order for us to complete some aspect of growth that we desired to experience.

Others agreed to play light parts, sharing love with ease. We need this support as earth school is tough. When we find those who match our frequencies, the love flows freely. I see that in my children as they each have found a partner who lights them up, who amplifies their light. What a gift. The contrast of having lived in discordant frequencies as opposed to similar frequencies is immense. Gratitude flows, joy is alive and love dances.. Harmony creates a field that spreads the love like rain over a dry landscape. We soak it up and breathe more easily in its presence.

This is happening at an accelerated rate now as we are moving into an age of unity, harmony and peace. It appears as chaos at present on the surface of things but my body hums with this energy. I feel it flowing up from the earth herself. She has made the decision, as has mankind as a collective, to shift. To move into a new age of peace, the Aquarian Age long prophesied.

May we each care for our frequencies, honor our boundaries and hold to our highest good. As we live our joy and appreciation for our worlds, it radiates out and touches others. We are powerful in our love. We are masters come again to spin the dross into liquid gold. Our hearts are the transformers as we turn all into the love that is the bedrock of form. I have waited lifetimes to spin this liquidlovelight into form. The time is here. Frequencies are rising and hearts have cried out for peace and unity. Know that we are the ones to make this so. Let us turn on our heartlights to high beam….to see us through the dark that yet appears. It is our love that will burn away the mists and dark and illuminate the path ahead. Shine on!