I am so tired I can hardly think straight! Today I was hit with a wave that knocked me flat. Sometimes it is all that I can do to get horizontal fast enough for the energy to take over. I surrender as there is nothing else that I can do. I am in awe of folks who are able to work the 8-10 hour days that are the norm in this society. I was once one of them and am deeply grateful to my higher self for this open landscape that I am in to integrate the changes that are taking place.
Monthly Archives: February 2011
White birds and synchronicity
I wrote the other day about walking by a white dove on the streets in this San Francisco neighborhood. The next day I was reading and engaging in a channeling from Archangel Michael. http://spiritlibrary.com/carolyn-ann-oriley/the-whirl-wind
Heart expansion
Today has been a day of such wonder. I have been alone all day yet so filled with Spirit that I am simply flying. I feel like a kite that has been tugged free and is now soaring into the pink clouds that the setting sun has illumined outside my window. Amazing how I can still connect to nature from this tiny apartment on the second floor with no views (other than then neighboring building’s walls) other than from the front room where there is a bank of windows. There is a ornamental pear tree outside the window that is just beginning to put forth its tiny white blossoms. So sweet, I was watching a large black bumblebee (you know the ones that are huge and almost furry looking) as he made his way from blossom to blossom.
Another poem: Prayer Flag
Prayer Flag
A couple of poems
Beautiful photo courtesy of my friend, ronda. She is a gifted photographer. Love the bluey-green of the water and the bright pink of the water lily. I want to dive in and adorn my hair with it and its petals like a mermaid 🙂
Most of you know that I spent a few months on and off in a relationship with a bard. A bard being an oral poet. I never did receive a poem from him in that time…ironic isn’t it? But I did receive a gift in that my own poetry began to flow and he received many poems from me. I love that poetry is something that can help me find my way to myself when I cannot concentrate to read a book or discover another way to manage my feelings.
No kiss!
This is a painting that I did of a twin flame couple. This image of the chalice of Christ consciousness being held by the couple embodying the divine masculine and divine feminine has been in my head for almost a year. My sister is experiencing a twin flame relationship (yes, she is a powerful creator) so I wanted an image to represent that. I would add a picture of my sister but not sure if she would allow it and it is too late to call so..I am going with this.
Surfing the Zuvuya (Mayan: surfing the moment and its frequency
Clear skies again
Many of you read about my melt down the other day. I was at the end of my tether and had asked to be “beamed up” by my buddies up there. As always, the weather changes and the storm clouds passed. Last night I was reading that there had been two solar flares on the evening that I was in deep despair. The article stated that it created feelings of hopelessness in sensitives. Now why did that make me feel better? It gave a framework for the energies which had felt so out dated and old yet there I was, stuck in the middle of them. I could now point to an exterior reason for my interior state. It reminded me of times before my menstrual cycle when I would feel extra sensitive and upset. When my period arrived shortly thereafter, I would feel such relief. I am not crazy!! I only felt crazy 🙂 It was my hormones sending my emotions into a tailspin. Thank God.
Blossoming
Coming out of a couple of difficult days into the sunshine of spring today. The weather does effect me. Friends have likened me to a plant that needs sunshine for photosynthesis. It is true! Today the sun was shining and I went for a walk with my daughter. We saw trees in bloom that lifted my heart. It is so amazing the way the delicate blossoms can emerge from the rough craggy branches. Seems impossible to me. How do those papery, fragile blossoms come from that rough exterior?
Mother Mary
I have been a Mother Mary girl all my life. I fell in love with her during my Catholic upbringing. I only came to love my name last year, at the age of 54 years. It suddenly dawned on me that Linda Marie, which seemed so common for the 1950’s, was actually the perfect name for me. Linda means beautiful and of course, Marie is one of the forms of Mary. I am a beautiful Mary! The women who gathered around Mary during the time of Jesus were called Marys.