Envisioning

IMG_3606Oh my! Yesterday creativity flowed and I was able to begin a new beloved painting. It has been eons since I felt able to connect to that part of my self, except in the dreamscape. My youngest son will be married around the Autumn Equinox. I wanted to create a painting for he and his love. They carry the frequency of Jesus and Mary Magdalene, putting out a tone of deep love and respect. This thrills my heart.

The energies this month are lifting, allowing us to once again flow forward in action. It truly makes no difference what that is, though the defining vibration is one of joy. For my eldest son, it is getting various products to allow him to buff and restore the exterior of his old car, that has sat dormant for years. His car is like himself, it sat still while he was on his inner journey. Now, that time has come to a close as we are each called forth into life, once again. The dormant time has yielded powerful results as now we are able to be in the world, yet not of the world. We are able to hold our frequency of unity, oneness and truth in the face of this collapsing reality. We are needed as pillars of love light around the world, to sustain the new dimensional spaces as this one lets go around us.

Our hearts are ready to take wing!

Our hearts are ready to take wing!

This is the why we have not been able to live in our love pods, just yet. We have had to be evenly spaced around the globe so as to support this new structure, as well as being clear in our sovereignty.  Once this new frequency is fully anchored, the old can be swept away, and the new firmament will be laid in place. We will then be with all of those of similar vibration, dancing in joy at our reunion. The love pods will form effortlessly, no rules, no seeking a spot where you do not resonate. All will be sorted by a tone, a knowing. Each will be with others who cherish and acknowledge their gifts. A time of homecoming in the very best sense of the word.

My sense is that the Autumn equinox will find us stepping into this new world. I see unicorns and faeries dancing at my son’s wedding. I see us shining in our rejuvenated bodies, giggling at how effortlessly they move and perform. All will be restored according to the patterns of love and oneness. We will celebrate all the various tribes that have come to this beautiful earth to play. We will once again delight in this freedom.

Hold fast to your knowing in this time. Hold fast to your dreams. Trust this process. Observe the chaos with a neutral heart, knowing that all serves its purpose. Flood the earth with your love light. Know that your heart light  makes a difference. Be kind in all of your interactions. Be so tender with your body that is working so diligently to absorb and function in these ever increasing blasts of love light.

It is time to shine!

It is time to shine!

All is well, all is truly very well. Feel it in your heart. Know it in your cells. Sing it with your voice. Dance it with your body. We are but a breathe away. Savor these last days for whatever they hold. We will not pass this way again. Hallelujah!

A Breeze

Making my wishes and sending them flying on the breeze.

Making my wishes and sending them flying on the breeze.

We have had day upon day of heat here in the Central Valley of California. Tonight there is a blessed breeze flowing in and my heart is lifted. I am so ready to walk in coolness, to feel uplifted by the elements, rather than oppressed. The energies have begun to lift also. It feels like a respite. A space to catch our breath and feel where we are now.

I was speaking with my son today about the small scope of this life that I have lived. He pointed out that meant that there was so much more for me to experience. So true! I have so many desires to live out, so much that I know would bring me great pleasure and joy. I would like to ride a horse across a meadow in the shadow of a familiar mountain range. I would like to whirl with the dervishes in a skirt of billowing white. I would like to tone with monks in Tibet, losing myself in the sounds. I would like to look into the eyes of my beloved and know myself at home.

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My body may feel as dried out as this tree but the green grass is a growing and all can become alive in a new way.

Thank goodness we will rejuvenate these bodies of ours so that they can move and dance in all the ways that I can imagine and many that are beyond my imagination. I want to live a life that is beyond what I am able to imagine. I can sense components of the love pods yet I know that the feelings we shall experience will be deeper and richer and more glorious than any we have known.

Imagine knowing that all people have food and shelter. That all people are free from hardship. That all beings are cherished and honored for the gifts that they bring to their love pod. Oh my, wouldn’t we all rest easier with that reality? Imagine waking up in the morning and seeking out your friends to play with, to co-create with. Imagine the giddy joy that will be amplified as we all come out to play!

Imagining myself back at this cool spot, being refreshed by the dancing undines of the water.

Imagining myself back at this cool spot, being refreshed by the dancing undines of the water.

We stand at the threshold to this new land. We are creator beings come once again to this beautiful earth. Mother Gaia is recreating herself, and we are given the opportunity to do so with her. Honor your daydreams and the dreams of the night for they are vehicles to take us to this new land.

This gentle cool breeze is inviting me to enter the dream. I will see you there.

Claustrophobic and Its Release

Heart in a water puddle on my counter, reminding me that I am loved.

Heart in a water puddle on my counter, reminding me that I am loved.

Whew, these energies have been intense. Yesterday, the last day of July found me hitting the wall. The bandages on my face, the trees around, the heat, everything conspired to make me feel trapped. I felt so tightly squeezed, tapped out. Nothing left to give. I spoke with a friend and let the tears fall. I am tired. So tired of holding this frequency, this note of mine.

The trust in the bigger picture is always with me, yet the fatigue of this journey has me worn out. I would like to feel some energy animate my body, feel enthused about something, anything! Feel some juice flowing. It happens in conversations with friends, where we share this space of no space. We weave light strands and create, though no form as yet. Still, it provides a breathing space. Thank God for each other!

Last night I dreamt of taking off layers of clothes. They felt so heavy and it took so long to remove each piece. Everything felt weighted. We are taking off these dense robes, ready to embody our light bodies. This bridging time has called upon every reserve within us. It has been such a testing time of our mastery.

It may not look pretty but I created an amazing balance with these rocks. Inner stillness creates.

It may not look pretty but I created an amazing balance with these rocks. Inner stillness creates.

Today, I have dozed and dreamed all day. I was given the image of a battery this morning. I am a cell of liquidlovelight. My job today was to allow all of my energy to be used to fuel the grids. Pouring out the love, knowing that as more and more awaken, they have more of a platform to stand upon than we did. There is a steadier ground to receive them as they take the leap from the old matrix.

I felt lighter, happier in my heart, despite my body not being able to move. This phase is ending. There are clearer skies ahead. Thank you, universe! I am so grateful. It has been a journey like no other. I saw a dear heart last night who is in the thrill of awakening. He was so full of excitement and wanted to share all his new insights. I smiled as I listened. It will be an easier path for him than it was for those of us who have been living it for this last decade or two or three. For that, I am grateful. We gave up everything. It has felt like we are on life support, provided by one another, as we  passed the oxygen mask around.

Naked and free...

Naked and free…

Tonight there is a breeze flowing, the temperatures are dropping below the century mark and my heart feels some ease and joy flowing in. I am grateful to be here. I am ready for the magic games to begin.