Autumn…..the Harvest

IMG_9628 Autumn is my season….the colors suit my being, as the browns, greens, golds, burnt oranges and fiery reds mirror my hair and eyes and part of my nature. My body comes alive in the cooler temperatures. My senses are heightened by the sharpness of the trees’ colors, the fermenting smell of apples that have fallen along roadsides and paths, the wind that rustles the leaves, the taste of fall squashes, the crunch of fresh apples, the feel of soft wool underclothes and warm sweaters against my skin.  All invigorates my being with a pulsing energy.

Wood piles awaiting stacking.

Wood piles awaiting stacking.

It is a time to stack wood in preparation for the coming winter, to preserve the summer’s bounty in freezer and jars. To switch out the bathing suits and summer clothes for the  winter gear. Boots, mittens, hats, scarves come out of their cedar infused boxes. The winter wardrobe requires more space in closets and drawers. Flannel sheets replace the cotton and wool rugs are unrolled to cover the planks of the wood floors. The heavier curtains are hung to keep the coming icy air at bay. Slippers cover once bare feet indoors though I am still taking barefoot walks for as long as my feet can handle it. Not much longer as the ground begins its freeze.

fullsizeoutput_4823There is a part of me that thrives on this intentional shift, the gearing up for the winter. I look forward to the darkening days, where the long evenings of quiet sitting by the fire with books and crafts on my lap. Time to turn from the sewing machine to hand stitching and knitting. Easy projects that do not engage my mind, rather my hands while my spirit soars.

We are on the cusp of the new age, the time of love returning. All that we have held deep within our hearts that has been so battered and bruised, may now come out to be felt. Our weary hearts are called to open anew and hold our banners high of dreams so beautiful that our eyes blink at the intensity of color and form. Love that the little ones know, they shine it out of eyes that sparkle and smiles that light up the room. I am so blessed to be with two grandchildren who emanate this new lovelight in every moment. They refuel me, infuse me with their joy.

The book of love is now open. It has been hidden so deep within as we navigated this world of duality. Now all returns to unity. To oneness and sovereignty. We stand whole and true and our radiance calls to us all that wishes to play in this new loveland.

IMG_9643It is time to shake off the weight of the past, to bless and forgive the sorrows, to don new garments of light. Imagine new flowers and plants, new animals and skies. Imagine our bodies radiant and flowing. Oh my, there is so much ahead. As we turn on our heartlights to high beam, we will find our way to loveland. We will light up one another’s hearts and fill the chalices of our being. This is our work, this is our play, this is our truth. To live in love with everything and everyone. Yes, we can do this!

A Leaf’s Lesson

fullsizeoutput_1374I lie on the sofa with some lovely English craft magazines to feed this burgeoning creativity that is flowing through me. The soft, cool autumn air wafted over me as the brightly colored quilt warmed me. I watched a leaf twirl its way to the ground. The peace flowed over and into my heart and I thought…..this. Yes, this is everything.

My note, my song is for this peace to permeate every heart. For all to feel this ease and freedom. There are some so dear to my heart who are struggling mightily, as are so many in these times. My heart offers a space around them, a field of love light to be used as  needed. We cannot create this peace for another, we cannot change their path. We are called to trust them to their own I AM presence, to their own truth, to their own lessons, as difficult as they may appear. All are creating their own reality for their soul’s growth. We are called to honor the holiness and sanctity of each one’s path, as uncomfortable and difficult as that may seem when our hearts desire to dissolve their perceived pain.

fullsizeoutput_1377We can become the peace ourselves, as we face everything that comes into our worlds with an open heart. If I feel a contraction, a moving away from something, I can breathe into it and allow it space. If I find myself fearing anything coming towards me, I can sit with the fear and allow it room. The energies are so quick in these times, that feelings flow through, morph and dissolve in a blink.

We are becoming comfortable with others’ uncomfortableness. No need to fix, to prop up, to make right. We can sit with someone suffering and allow that suffering. We can share that space without suffering ourselves. We offer our heart light as a field of love that can hold all that is not love. We can sit shoulder to shoulder, and breathe with them. We can see their truth and let them know that we know that they will find their way through this trouble or situation. We do not know the hows, nor need to. We do not need to offer answers or solutions. We know only that all will be well. Opportunities will present themselves and change will come about if the person truly desires it.

fullsizeoutput_137eThe recognition that I have called forth everything in my life, for my benefit, my expansion as a being of light, sets me free. Changing the perceptual lens, changes how I engage with  life. I am amazed frequently with the intensity of the love that I have for myself. The way that the greater aspect of myself, gives me opportunity after opportunity to master a lesson, discover a knowing. I am in awe at all the beings and events that align to make this possible, time after time.

Once the need or desire for drama dies down, there is left this freedom, this simplicity. Life flows with ease and greater grace. Moments of intensity may still come yet we now face them with a calm heart. Fear is no longer a factor. This allows new levels of freedom. More and more, events are conspiring to assist humanity to let go of a belief in external things as a source of security. More and more, folks are realizing that security comes from Source, that inner light within the chambers of our hearts. The old scare tactics of old age, ill health, poverty, and dying are losing their power. We are coming to the knowing that we are never alone, that we are always supported as we act out our lives on this stage.

fullsizeoutput_1375A simple life full of daily pleasures is my desire. I allow myself to become the leaf that lets go of the branch to delight in the descent to the ground. Will I fear the fall or will I create a beautiful dance with the breeze, enjoying the movement in each moment? The choice is ours. I choose to surrender and let go and see where this wind will take me. Perhaps I will descend and land, only to be crushed under the tire of a truck driving down the road, perhaps I will be raked into a pile and find myself thrown back in the air by a child’s body landing nearby in play or perhaps I will softly drift into a pool of water and float on the surface.  There are so many endings and within each, new beginnings.  I trust all of it. I know that I am cared for, as are you. All beings, known and loved by the One, by Source, the Creator. I am in love with having a part in this play. I am grateful to all you courageous hearts that came here to act out your parts too. May we all know ourselves blessed.