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Feeling the Lovelight

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After 2am and I am awake. The internet can be an amazing friend in the middle of the night. I can go on facebook and connect with friends who live in other parts of the earth, who are awake in these wee hours when I “should” be asleep. The shoulds have left and we are in this new landscape where we are feeling our way to what is “normal”. Even that concept is a limit as we move out of any sense that there is a routine or way of living. We are moving to simply “living”. Sleeping when our bodies tell us, moving when they desire, eating what resonates in the moment with no definition of being a vegetarian or vagan or meat eater. We let go of the need to define who we are. The old society’s way of identifying ourselves is dissolving. We are not our jobs, we are not our familial roles (wife, mother, brother), we are not our age, we are not our income, we are not where we live (American, European, African). We are moving into unity consciousness where the lines of demarcation melt away. We are beginning to know one another by our energy signature. Isn’t that beautiful? I have had an innate sense of this, that I respond to the energy of a person, not the illusion of the exterior appearance. I feel so grateful to have lived to this time where it is becoming the truth in the outer world as well.

The days pass with a speed that amazes yet with a fullness that fills my heart. I can get lost in the wind as it swirls through the leaves of the palms, in the beauty of a spider on the porch. In fact, two spiders on the porch thrilled me this morning. I was amazed at this smiling sun that she carried on her back. I felt that I wanted to carry the same smile on my face. Isn’t she magnificent?  I am so grateful to my higher self, Sophia, for arranging my life so that I have time to sit and commune with the beauty of this pair of spiders this morning. So, sunshine girl felt feminine to me next to her warrior counterpart.

 

Isn’t he something! It looks like he is wearing a mask designed to frighten enemies. So cool! I love nature, each day she has something beautiful to gift me with. I am learning to speak her language, to see the myriad ways that she communicates with me. As I drop deeper in to her world, I drop deeper into my inner world. We are going camping in a couple of days. My friend is taking me to a rustic site on the ocean where there are sacred sites. We plan on being in the silence and are open to the gifts it has for us. I can feel the energy of preparation working through me.

Today we went to a shamanic homeopathic healer. She did her magic and instead of receiving only a bottle or tube of a remedy,  she made us pouches to wear around our necks with a tiny stone imbued with the remedy. She wanted our bodies to get used to the remedy in this way for a few days before taking the drops. I thought it was fitting for our journey. Of course, I chose a bright pink satin bag to honor the divine feminine seeking fuller expression so it looks a bit different than a traditional native medicine bag. Yet, it serves that purpose as I will add a couple of my own talismans to it to see me through this journey that the past couple of weeks has been a preparation for. I get a sense of something coming and know that the Marys, Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene, have gifts for me. I am preparing myself to receive them with grace.  My body is now calling me to sleep and the land of dreams. Goodnight and sweet dreams.

Touched Down Here on the Islands

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What a difference a day or two can make! I am in Maui, staying with a beautiful soul sister that I met last fall at a Tom Kenyon workshop. We are so close, it almost feels like we are one another. We have had such similar journeys and are holding energy for the planet in a similar way. Yesterday her knee was hurting and she came home to find my knee was acting strange. We can be in silence as we tune ourselves to one another. Beautiful as words become harder to access ( I find myself gesturing with my hands to describe something or calling everything “thing”) our telepathic abilities are coming online. Our memories are being erased (no, you are not getting Alzeimer’s!) which is a blessing as it lands us squarely in the present moment. It allows old patterns of belief and behavior to melt away like the mist that I feel around me all the time. Have you experienced not knowing what you are doing, where you are? We are transversing time lines and dimensions as we align with our new light bodies and avatar selves. It can be jarring to suddenly “wake up” in a space and reorient ourselves to the moment we are in. What am I doing? Why am I doing this? It makes me laugh these days but if you do not know what is happening you may think that you are losing your mind. And yes, we are. We are losing our ability to live by our minds. We are being rewired to live from our hearts. What a blessing as that is where all the love resides and when you think with your heart, you are in alignment with your soul.It is amazing how interconnected we all are. I was reading a blog from a woman who I know to be another soul sister, http://livingshambhala.wordpress.com/ and her other blog:
http://lisagawlas.wordpress.com.
Our sites have matching gold colors and we are both playing in the fields of Shambhala. It is delightful that it is accelerating, this finding of soul family. The love energies of Venus are streaming in today to bless us. Can you feel the way our hearts are truly opening to these streams of pink, magenta love? We are becoming magnetized to one another, to our places and experiences that are aligned with our divine plan and the divine plan for the earth. There is a tremendous amount of clearing taking place as our old wounds and fears come up to be embraced and loved. Love everything and allow it to flow through you. Accept everything as the teacher it is and see the lesson that your soul is bringing to you. Let it flow in, let it flow out like the waves that crash so powerfully on the shore. Last night we drove down this rutted dirt road to the ocean. As we walked out to the point, my friend said, “ I bet we will see a whale.” A few minutes later we saw a baby whale flipping his tail up to say hello. We were singing and laughing in delight with him and he graced us with six flips before diving deep with mama. It felt like such a communion. We were then blessed with the most amazing sunset. It started off with a soft yellow and continued through gold and finally into a Pele (the Hawaiian goddess of the volcano and fire) pleasing flaming red! Wowzer! I felt her flame burning inside of me!  

 

I picked up an old copy of the Mutant Message Down Under, by Margo Morgan. I had read it years ago but this time I understood it in a much deeper way. The tribe of aborigines that take her on a few months walk through the outback, have never lost their connection to the earth and one another. Their philosophy and way of life has such beauty and grace and we are moving towards that heart based way of being once again. No, we do not have to take off our clothes and subsist on grubs from the desert, but we do have to take off the protective coverings we have placed on our hearts and return to the knowingness that we are all one, with one another and with all the kingdoms of the earth. The flowers want to help as my flower essence friend demonstrated so clearly, the crystals want to help as demonstrated by my new soul sister of the Shambhala blog site who I asked for a reading. (I am no longer looking for outside confirmation for my path, rather felt a strong desire to connect with her to see what we would create together). She said the crystal that she will send to me, has already aligned with me and helped to merge me with my avatar self. Wow! Truly everything is here to serve. And the clearer we get on our path, the more we know that service is what we are here for. It took me awhile to understand this. First, as the “duty” woman that I was, I had to let go of any idea of service. It was an ego based notion, that to feel good about myself, I had to be helping others. When I let that go, I realized that it all begins by serving ourselves. It is not the selfishness that we are taught to not engage in, it is selfhood. Self care, self nurturing, self honoring. It is no longer abandoning myself in order to “be nice”. What is nice anyway? There is only being true to me. True to what resonates, true to what enlivens my heart. This did not come about it a moment. I began from a place of not knowing what made me happy, what brought me joy, what my truth was. I could tell you what it was for my family, but not for myself. It has been a journey. I had to first identify and then clear all the old limiting patterns and beliefs that served their function by helping me survive this harsh 3D environment. As I have become more peaceful inside, I serve our mother by making my footprint one of lightness rather than a burden on her. In loving ourselves truly for the beauty and wonder that we are, we allow her to reclaim her beauty and return to the garden of eden. That is one of the reasons that I was called to Hawaii, to pick up the Edenic codes for the community of light that I am to co-create. All is being restored through our pure hearts. Find something today to celebrate about you! I love your beauty!

Reclaiming More of Myself

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This has been an interesting few days for me as I rode the waves of energy streaming in. Huge lessons unfolded showing me once again where I was giving away my power and allowing my light to be used. I am understanding that my higher self will do all she can to uncoil every pattern and belief that no longer serves me. Thought that I had uncoiled this pattern yet there was more to unwind. It began with me agreeing to share a one bedroom space and sleep on a pull out couch (the bathroom was only accessed through the bedroom, I did not know this when I agreed to the arrangement). Also to not get my own rental car so to not have any independence. I had not experienced that in eons. I see how I neglected to make sure I had my basic needs cared for.  In this, I created the perfect container for this lesson to unfold. Seems so strange as this is not how I operate but the universe conspires to create what is needed for our soul’s growth. We do things out of the ordinary to learn. The clues were amazing: I had picked up a Nicholas Sparks novel from the cupboard, thinking light read for the beach. He wrote Message in a Bottle and the Notebook…..light love stories. Or so I thought but this one described a woman in a abusive controlling relationship……clue #1. Next, I read my horoscope for the week and he described two sea plants that made a beautiful color combination but one was a parasite to the other. He said to be aware of that relationship……clue #2. This person began to question the consciousness of  who I spoke to and what I wrote in my blog….paranoia about our work needing to be secret……clues #3 & 4.(this is embarrassing to write as I listened to him! Yikes)  My body began to feel ill, headache and nausea and fatigue that made looking for a new situation difficult to do……clue #5. Yes, this all got my attention. I had felt a heaviness and sense of confinement. Finally, I took the step to leave the situation. (this all took place over 3 days time but felt like an age!) I wrote a couple of days ago that this person was a catalyst for my growth, and he was, just not in the way that I  expected. I realized that I could honor no one’s connection to Source over my own. I was pulled in by the feeling that we shared a mission (not a romance, he is gay) and so much was true but there was this aspect that did not line up. The lesson for me is that it can be off by a lot or a little, but it is still off. Big lesson, big gratitude to my body, my higher self and my angels and guides for helping me to see the truth of what was happening. I love the way Spirit is always giving us signs to show us the way!

So moved to a new space, ahhh the joy of breathing freely in my own energy once again! Came here yesterday and have been resting since. My body has been recovering from the energy drain. I realized that everything is wanting to be loved, including all the dark energy that is rising to be released and returned to the light. As all this beautiful lovelight streams in, all that does not resonate, must depart. It can be sticky and messy but I watched as it flowed out of my field like a black mist. I blessed it with love and let it go. Whew! Mother Gaia sent me thanks as it released the energy from her also. Truly what we do is felt on many different levels. I acknowledged that I am a big heartlight on this planet and I attract the shadows that desire to return to the reality of love. I am so grateful to Archangel MIchael for his continual protection and care.

I am blessed with friends who I can call who respond immediately.  They helped me to clear my field and nurtured me. One new friend is a gifted flower essence creator. I love flowers and have always felt that they were my true language. But she takes it to a whole new level. She began to describe an essence that might help me, and I instantly felt it in my body. My bones had been aching since this encounter, deep ache…..it lifted. She then

spoke of another one that might help and I began to cry as it was so deeply nurturing. She said, “The flowers love you and are filled with joy when they can be of help.” I could feel their love and allowed my cells to drink it up. What an amazing gift she has. I love seeing the different gifts we each bring to the table. How wonderful is this world!

So tonight I am feeling gratitude for all that has taken place.  I have experienced much of the shadow energies in this lifetime, expanding my heart’s capacity to love. It has not been an easy path. I am grateful for all who have played the darker roles on this stage, allowing us to experience duality and separation. I know we have all played lifetimes as the dark and the light. I am ready to be in the new play of unity consciousness! I am ready to play in the fairy realm, of which I am a part. To be light and joy and dancing flames of love. I know love has tipped the scales and is flooding our planet and our hearts. I will continue to offer myself as a chalice of living lovelight to anchor into our Mother’s heart. Shadows are dispersing. We are all going home as there is only the love and the light.

Floating in the Mists of No Time

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Here is the moon setting that I awoke to this morning. Fun to see the world a bit differently, the moon setting in the am rather than the sun rising!

Here I am in Kauai. I have been here for two days now and it remains unreal in many ways. Today I feel a bit more connected to the landscape. Leaving San Francisco had been a trial in density. The packing, moving and cleaning my son’s apartment that I had shared for the past two months, was a struggle. I felt that I was wading through quicksand. I had a melt down the final day, truly felt that I could not do anymore. Even as I gave vent to my frustration and the tears flowed, I knew that I was releasing for the collective. We are moving out of 3D density and polarity into 5D unity consciousness. As I walked through the last remnants of the density, I knew that the remaining coils were being unwound to set me free on my journey. I saw the spirals of energy, of each of my adult children, spinning freely in a forward motion. My work was done in that regard as well as my anchoring of light in San Francisco. Time to move as the energies spun to this island. It had felt dream like from the time I was guided to book a ticket. I saw mists and could see nothing when I was trying to plan on a return ticket. It felt as if I would be absorbed by the mists that had been haunting me for the past few months. I have a sense that this may be the 3 days of darkness so many have spoken of. I sense it will be soft and fluid as we walk into the mists…like the Avalon stories. Walking towards the grail cup of our own Christed divinity. The only requirement is to let go. Let go of everything in the sure knowledge that all will be given to us. The biggest obstacles to letting go are intimate relationships and money. These are the things that we create beliefs around that keep us in situations that no longer serve our highest good. It is time to let go of all that does not feed our hearts with joy. We must leap, trusting that the net will be there without the proof of our senses.  The time is now!

The days have a flow to them that makes each one feel like a week has passed. I am bringing in so much more of myself and integrating the vastness of my being into this form. Tonight I channeled El Morya for the first time. El Morya is all about God’s divine will. He anchored in the divine masculine ray that comes to balance the divine feminine that anchored in last year. I am owning that I am an aspect of El Morya and that I did come to this planet on a mission of love to offer assistance. The game had become too unfair and the climb too steep for the masses to find their way back to their divinity. Many of us came as intercessors. Tonight I owned this in a new way through a storm of tears. It is so much to take in when one has spent a lifetime feeling separate from the norm. I am beginning to see that my community is in a dimension that is presently anchoring in. It was not to be found in this reality. No wonder I could not find my place in the landscape, in a group of people nor in a partner. All are waiting for me as I walk this bridge into the new earth.

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I had beautiful dreams during last night’s full moon. In one, I was in Australia, visiting a dear friend. He told me that another friend lived next door, I could walk right over and visit. Then that friend told me another dear friend lived next door to him. Joy…all my friends were gathered together and we could play with ease. I awoke knowing that is how it will be, all whom we love, will be there for us to play with. Nothing and no one is truly lost to us. In the next part of the night, I found myself anointing folks with rose oil on their foreheads and then kissing them all over their face. With each kiss I said, “Receive the love, receive the love.” I knew that I was liquid lovelight and it flowed effortlessly from my lips just as it flowed effortlessly into my heart from my Creator. I felt so blessed to be an instrument of this love. It was not romantic love, but pure love from the Creator’s heart. Earlier in the day, Mary Magdalene and Yeshua had come in to speak of the mission we are currently on. They filled our chalices from their hearts with this divine love. I offer myself as a living chalice of love and in doing so, I am filled anew. The whole process fills me with awe and gratitude. The more that I offer my chalice to others to drink from, the more is given to me to drink. God is all about the win-win paradigm. As we give, we are given.

Tonight I go to sleep sated with myself, with the knowing that I am at the very point in time that I came to this earth for. That the whole hologram is to shift and it is happening now. That I have a part to play and that I have the heart mastery to play it well. I sigh in deep gratitude and joy that I am in my perfect place in this land of no time. Mother Gaia is aligned and ready to make her move. I feel her excitement as my own. I am so grateful for all of you who have had the courage to play your parts alongside me. We are changing the hologram. We are co-creating the new earth.

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“In Lak’esh A La K’in”. We are ONE

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rainbow tribeI love how my higher self reminds me to stick my camera in my pocket to capture images as I walk. They often lead to these blog posts. This is part of a mural at the Harvey Milk School here in San Francisco. It is around the corner from where I am at present. I love how the rainbow tribe that we are all a part of, is depicted. We are dancing together in harmony and unity! There are stars all around guiding us and joining in our joy. The earth is crystalline and her light shines through to play with us.

I love how I can be with myself through the many waves of emotions of a day and watch as I return to this place of joy and peace. No one told me that it works this way. We are taught to hide our pains and sorrows away in the back of our hearts to protect us. Instead, the old feelings block the flow of love that we are. Our hearts are designed to pour forth love like a faucet pours forth water. If we jam something in the spout, the pressure will build up until it bursts. Our hearts are the same. Years of accumulated pain has built up and the incoming energies are forcing the love in our hearts to burst through and wash the pains away in its mighty river. So cleansing and freeing. All of us are wanting to be this love as it is encoded in our dna, it is who we are as a species. We came here to be transmitters of love. All that we see that does not match the reality of love, is there for us to flow back to love. I have been practicing this with judgment. My, how deeply ingrained is this habit. Notice the word, habit…that means it is a behavior that can be changed. As anyone, thing, situation

butterfly woman

I love my butterfly friend for expressing her nature so beautifully. My judging mind can loosen its grip and be grateful for the pathway she opens of greater authenticity for all by dancing her light in the world.

comes into my experience and I begin to see a label of any kind emerge, I am placing a STOP sign in my brain. Stop Linda and flow your river of love into yourself for judging yourself in any way. For all that I judge in another or a situation, has a lesson for me. It is a trigger awakening me to an area that is asking for my love. I see a heavy women in her spandex clothes and I flow a river of love to the part of myself that believes that I must dress a certain way or be a certain size to be loved. I love that aspect of myself that believed that lie and in doing, I heal that illusion for many. Once you begin this practice, it becomes fun as you see opportunities for freedom arising as judgment releases its stranglehold on you. I was shocked at how fast and furious judgments of all kinds flew through me! I flowed love to the aspects of me that felt shamed by my judgments and loved her for out-picturing the programming that she was conditioned by. In loving this aspect, the shame lifts and I am free to be more conscious of my judging nature and to change it.

Peggy Black and her team of angels (Copyright 2006 © Peggy Black, Transducer, Scribe and Witness.All rights reserved.) offered wisdom and guidelines for our new multidimensional selves. One of the suggestions was:

Always ask yourself is this word, action or emotion being offered life-diminishing or life-enhancing.

This practice helps as thoughts arise and we take the moment to decide whether to continue in that vein or chose another more uplifting one. She continues with this:

You are here to transmute and transform energy through the alchemical chalice of your heart.

I love the chalice of my heart!! It has become such a dear symbol to me over the past year or two as I think of my heart as a chalice of love offered in service to the Creator. Here is the last I will share but you can read the others here:  http://lightworkers.org/wisdom/148920/wisdom-and-guidelines-multidimensional-humans

Each time you shift and emotional response from anger or judgment to love, joy or gratitude you are doing global service work on a personal level.

Isn’t that amazing? How we are serving others as we serve ourselves. That never fails to tickle me! It reminds me that we live in a win-win universe of such love. Honor the love that you are and turn on your heartlight! Let it flow to all as well as to yourself.

 

 

Moving Through the Energy Waves

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Today I awoke to feelings of sadness and heaviness. The waves of energy pouring through took me up and down and shook loose some more debris that had been loosened in yesterday’s expansive energies. I spent some time packing boxes, sorting through and deciding what to keep and what to release. A wave of sleep then hit me and took me deep into the underworld. I met some heartache that still had a tendril attached that came up for release. I felt the damn erected to stop the river of love that flows on all planes but this one. I saw the fear that created the dam and felt compassion well up in my heart. I could bless it all and know that  it is not mine to break down the dam, it is mine to continue to flow the love with no attachment to acknowledgment nor effect. I called a dear friend who had been feeling the waves yesterday and had called for support. I sang him back to himself and today he offered that support to me. I know that all is well yet it is lovely to have someone sing my song of joy back to me when I cannot sing it for myself. We are one and there is such beauty in our supporting natures.

plants in stages of growth

Nature spoke to me as she does more and more these days. I passed this clump of ferns and they explained that we are continuously growing new fronds as well as discarding the old that have lived out their usefulness. There is a natural pruning that takes place. It is all in harmony if we do not try to hang on to what is ready to depart nor attempt to hold back the new growth. The old becomes mulch for the new growth if allowed to follow its natural rhythms. I saw this to mean to follow my heart’s impulses, allow the flowering of new ideas and ways of being in the world. I am so ready for the new! 2012 is being tauted as the year of creativity, the year of the artisian. We are each artists painting the life that we desire. This year, we have gifted ourselves with new tools ( I LOVE new art supplies) and we can play like children, in the joy of the moment of creating rather than with an eye to outcome. Beauty will arise but it may look very different from what you had in mind. So playing with no agenda is the path to freedom. The unexpected will be more common than the expected….woohoo, now this is my kind of year coming up!!! I love surprises!

Here is a link to Lee Harris’ Energies of 2012 video that is so peaceful and lovely. It tunes you in to the energies that are ours to play in. 2012 Year of Power – Lee Harris www.youtube.com

Happy New Year! Moving into 2012 with JOY

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I was called to welcome in the new year with myself, honoring the sacred passage to the energies that 2012 offers. I lit my candles and incense, donned my robes of mastery and wore my crown, acknowledging my royal roots. We are divine beings and I was shown that it is time to carry myself as such in the world. Indeed it is this acknowledgment, that opens the gateways to our inner wisdom and gifts. The timing is so beautiful as the frequencies of our planet are rising as we awaken into unity consciousness. As we each take up our rods and staffs, our symbols of mastery and power, we take our places as the stewards of the dawning Golden Age of Peace and Love. It is time to own our expansive natures as we continue to offer our services to one another, to our mother and to the Creator. We came to co-create heaven on earth and it shall be so. It has begun and it feels so delicious!

BE FREE written on a wooden board

I came across this on my walk in the park and its violet letters spoke of Saint Germain and his freedom flame of violet light.

I loved this graffiti, BE FREE, on a retaining wall I passed, as it is exactly the feeling I have as I walk into the landscape of 2012.  We can chose freedom in every aspect of our lives. We can chose to free ourselves from roles that no longer fit, from jobs that no longer feed our souls, from habits and beliefs that limit rather than expand our outlooks, from relationships that constrict rather than ennoble our growth. Every aspect of our lives is up for change and renewal. I have read that the energies of January are about destabilization. Uncertainty is a place that we are learning to accept and be comfortable with. We are learning to grow our heart- lights and find our security within. There will be movement in the outer world seeking to throw us off balance as the structures of the old paradigm come tumbling down. The old way of doing business is no longer supported as so many have cried out for freedom and peace. It is manifesting in the outer world as we become it in our inner worlds.

How do we do this? How do we become peace and discover the freedom to be our authentic selves? As I reflect on my path, one of the first things that stand out is the mirror exercise. Standing in front of a mirror and saying, “I love you”. It is so simple and yet so powerful. For me, simplicity is a draw. I do not have the patience for lengthy and drawn our processes. As you look into your eyes, you will begin to notice aspects of yourself that you have not met, looking back at you. Introduce yourself, say hello and begin to get acquainted. I love the surprise of seeing a new aspect of myself peering out at me!  You may find tears flowing, it may be uncomfortable to stare into your own eyes but you will find parts of yourself that are seeking love. You can stand there and love yourself fully. Nurture your beauty by saying all those things that you wish your mother had said to you as a child, all the things that you wish your lover would say, all those things that you have longed to hear.

I remember my first experience with a “healing session”. It was all new, this idea of energy work and some new friends offered me a healing. At the end of my time on the massage table with the three of them gathered around me, one of them channeled a message from Jesus saying, “This is my daughter in whom I am well pleased.” Wow, did that rock my world! The idea that Jesus was happy with me, that I had done some things right. Tears flowed freely at this sentiment being expressed. You are divine, speak the words to yourself that you long to hear. Another example was from an older Indian professor at an ashram for Indians where I was the lone foreigner. As I was granted admittance through a friend, I was allowed to take a 10 day meditation course. This professor, who spoke English, agreed to work with me. At the end of the final meditation where we went out into the cosmos (I had no conscious experience nor understanding of this at this time, simply trusted that was where we were going!) He said to me: “You are a force of love in this world.” This was perhaps the most beautiful thing anyone had ever said to me. I was not ready to own this at that time (4 years ago and about a year into my inner journey) but haveNote on sidewalk since come to know it as my truth.  Speak the words that make your heart alight with joy: I am beautiful, I am dear, I want to do good in the world, I am love, I am joy……on the list goes. Love yourself for this and so much more. The more I grow in my own light, the more I see the dearness of others’ hearts. We are such amazing beings; resilient, resolute, compassionate, loving, courageous, giving……and the list goes on. Claim these qualities. Look at this note that I passed lying on the sidewalk today. Don’t you just want to hug this person and tell them that all is well? How dear is the heart that admits it is scared. Who among us has not been in that place. He (it feels like a he to me) goes on to apologize. Wow, a master in the making right here!! We are always growing and stumbling and being brave and feeling scared. But we keep on keeping on as this person did. To be human is to experience the gamut of emotions, to feel them all and let them move through us. I sent my heart-light to this note writer and thanked him for his courage as I held him in the pink flame of love.

We are taught to play the tapes of “you are not good enough, you will not amount to anything, you don’t take care of yourself, you are not bright enough, you are clumsy, you are difficult, you are not trying hard enough…….yada yada yada. Delete those tapes once and for all. When you hear them, tell your mind STOP in no uncertain terms and replace them with new tapes of your own making. Create a mix that you would play to a dear child. You are a dear child in the Creator’s eyes. Gentleness and kindness for yourself, let these become your new year’s resolutions. This act of loving yourself, will create peace in your inner world and that allows peace on earth to become a reality. To live in a world of love, I have to become love. It starts with me. It starts with you.

 

Mary Essence Coming Through

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Wow, where do I begin? Changing my name to Linda Marie (not legally as yet as that feels too dense for me to do, but on this blog, facebook and my email) has created a shift of immense proportions for me. Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary have taken the opening created by my calling myself, Linda Marie- my true first and middle names, which took me 54 years to realize meant, beautiful Mary to help me reclaim my past as a member of the order of Marys. I have been flooded with their energies flowing through me and filling me with their beautiful light. Mother light, lover light, liquid lovelight (my new website name that will house this blog very soon). This photo does not show it well but this is my Mother Mary medal that I have worn around my neck for years. I found it in a thrift shop years ago and felt it was indeed mine as Mary is held in a basket of flowers! Perfect for this flower lover.


 

As the Marys connected with my heart, many Marys have been connecting with me through facebook and phone calls. Today five women connected and I could feel the Mary energies weaving amongst us all. One offered her support in any way that I needed to bring this energy in to form. It is time for this energy to return to the planet. We truly are being gifted with more of ourselves as we fall more deeply in love with ourselves. I am wearing my turquoise blue silk scarf that my daughter gave me last Christmas when I was craving this color. It is Mother Mary’s color. Also the color of our new high heart chakra. A friend informed me today that Mary means star of the sea in Latin. We were seeing the turquoise color linking to the sea and the Aquafarian realms under the sea. Truly our earth is full of magic as we have the eyes to see. There is so much more going on than we ever imagined! Cities under the sea! Cities in the inner earth! Etheric cities of light floating above the earth! I am so grateful to be expanding my perceptions to include glimpses into these places of mystery and magic. We all travel to these places in our dream state, now it is easier to bring the memories back with us as we awaken. We truly are all great beings of light!

I am so full that it is hard to write but I do so want to capture some of this energy. I have written of visions of the divine feminine returning to the earth once again. Of how the feminine heals itself and the earth, we as women holding space for one another, healing one another and doing our earth work to heal the mother. I was shown how this allowed the men to heal instantly, they did not have to do the work as we did. At first, this made me angry, why should we do the work for them? Later I gleaned an understanding and today Mary Magdalene channeled through with more clarification. Here follows her words through me:

“I am Mary Magdalene and I am here with you. The liquid lovelight is a real essence that you can work (play) with! There is much coming through as you offer yourself as a vessel and container. Open with your pure heart and we can do much. The sisterhood of the Marys will become a space for women to gather and heal one another, themselves and Gaia. This is as the vision showed you, it is truth. The Mary essence is the mother ray and the lover ray. The mother births the child, the lover ignites the child into manhood. It is ever the women’s role to take the lead and move the men into their strength and power. The divine feminine is once again to rule on this planet with its softness and fluidity yet the masculine is not to be usurped, rather embraced for its gifts. The women hold the power to bring through the balanced gifts of the divine masculine. Men truly become the warriors of the heart as they use their strength to shield and support women and children. The world will become a place of safety as all women and children are honored and protected. The men accept their role with eagerness as it is time for them to know the gentleness of their power, to know the value of their gifts. They have been wandering, lost in the wilderness for so long, brandishing their swords and rattling their shields at an unknown enemy. They were told it was women and they feared the mystery that is held deep in a woman’s womb. They under- stood that the feminine had that connection to the earth and the cycles of the moon and stars. Deep in their being, they knew that here lie the true power as the feminine could access the innermost planes of not only their own beings, but that of the earth and cosmos as well. The feminine held the powers of creation! Men have felt bereft as they were not taught to connect to their own inner power so sought to gain it externally by dominating others. This time is at an end. You are being birthed as new humans, melding your starry nature with your human nature. You become reborn into the light of the All.”

I have been shown how joy filled it is when women and men are both in their power. The men are sooo happy to support their women and children. They understand how to worship the goddess and access her gifts of love. The sisterhood of the Marys was also called the Order of the Rose. It was one of many secret societies that held these ancient truths which are being brought forward once again. We no longer have to fear death for being a carrier of these codes. Roses in a modern context are a symbol of love. Men give roses to show their love to their women. This is based on this order, where the roses were the women who held this wisdom. The men vowed to protect the roses, hence to give a rose was a symbol of this protection offered. I so love how all the myths and legends are springing to life! We can out- picture our lifetimes of pageantry and gallantry once again. It will be in new settings but the sacredness and depth of life will be ours. We will know our interconnectiveness and our tribal natures once again. Our hearts have yearned for so long to open fully to one another. I know that I am ready to wear my ceremonial robes once again and feel my femininity flowing with the silks and gossamer fabrics! 2012 offers this portal to the heart, step through and be reborn!


Pluto Pushing Through to End 2011 with a Sigh of Satisfaction

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The countdown begins. Only a few days remaining of 2011 and while knowing that calendars and time are an illusion, I am not stopped from feeling an ending and completion. Tomorrow Pluto, the planet of transformation conjuncts with the Sun, our core identity. I have felt this energy coming in yesterday and it is working its magic on me. Here is an excerpt from Kelly M Beard Kelly@KarmicTools.com ~ www.KarmicTools.com Published by GypsyChild Publishing Copyright © 2000-2011 Kelly M Beard All Rights Reserved


 

Pluto brings aspects of our Selves which have been buried, neglected, or ignored lately (or for some of us, for a very long time) to the surface and shines a bright light on them. Whew, that can’t be easy. At this time, you have to KNOW, not just believe, but KNOW WHO YOU ARE … because everything you “thought” you knew about these deeper places within -is in question.

 

Remember, breakdowns always precede breakthroughs!! And this time is for real – half way won’t cut it and the Universe will do EVERYTHING to prevent you from half-steppin’ in any way, shape or form. You must REPAIR or RELEASE and move on.

I am seeing this happening within and around me. I am feeling that Knowingness emerge more clearly of who I am. I am ready to step into the expansion of me with the support of the new energies. Releasing the smallness of me and knowing that it is time to step out into the world in a much bigger way. I see loved ones sensing the expansion and pulling back into places of comfort. I see the discomfort that this brings as the soul yearns to move. I am reminded to be the compassionate observer and to honor the holiness of each one’s choice.

I have been stationary for the past two months, sharing my son’s apartment after my daughter moved out. I have had the pleasure of a dresser (my craving after living out of my trunk for so long) and a space to be and create in. Now, we are packing up and releasing stuff once again. My son is looking to live in a new part of the city in a new mix and I am being called to flow once again and head to Kauai for a time in January. I bought a return ticket to this city but have no place to land, no plans ahead. I am assured by Spirit that is intentional as I am to be fluid once more. As a reminder, a friend from Hawaii called and expressed how fortunate I was to be free by having no home base. She pointed out that her house is an anchor as well as a hearth. It keeps her tethered to place. Thank you for that perspective! It is all about how we look at things, isn’t it? I know so many who are tied to a spot as their houses are worth less than the amount that they still owe the bank. Yes, I am glad to be free to move about as my higher self dictates.

The releasing of stuff is once again going deep into that survival instinct……will I have a home? Will I be ok? Will I have enough? Will I have to gather all this stuff once again? It has felt uncomfortable to feel all of this and allow it to move through. To center myself and breathe deeply into the truth of my security…….deep in my heart where I connect to the Creator.

The move has been perfectly orchestrated at this time of Pluto, for my growth. I am so grateful for the ways that I am supported. The abundance that is still there (thank you to me and spirit for setting it up!), the friends who support me by offering a room and encouragement, the folks who reflect to me who I am, helping me to see myself more clearly, the ascended masters and archangels who guide and protect me, the earth who fills me with love as well as my Mother/Father God who rains down that liquid lovelight that I am so very fond of! How blessed I am.

 


Once again I am sitting here with our tiny Christmas tree. My son is off for a few days of celebrations and gatherings with friends and I am alone. This is exactly what my soul craves, a quiet passage into 2012. I feel more love and joy for and from this little tree than from any tree I have ever had. It seems the energies of this Christmas season are allowing us to feel so much more peace and joy than ever before. I love humanity and want to be teaching again. I am ready to teach of the spirit, an insight that came to me more than 20 years ago when I was immersed in teaching my little ones. I knew that I had come to teach of spirit and I would be called when the time was right. I feel that the time is at hand so I am savoring these quiet days. I feel the energy of 2012 and it is quick and intense and filled with joy and expansion. It is filled with more of me! A deep sigh as I allow myself to gently take leave of this year that has seen me integrate so much and fall so deeply in love with myself. What a gift 2011 has been!

 

 

The photo is of a tiny ceramic tile that I made that somehow represents home to me. I gifted it to a friend in one of my letting go of possessions episodes and so saw it this past autumn when I visited her home. It is my dream scape in some way as just beyond that hill, lies my Shangri-la. That is where I am headed!

A Clarion Call from Gaia

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What peaceful, love-filled energies have landed on our earth! My soul is feeling such rapture of delight that I made it here. Hurrah for me and a big thank you to Archangel Michael for not granting my request to be taken off planet when I felt that I was done. I am not done. No, I am finally at the point where I can begin to create. The students are beginning to appear for the lessons that I have to teach. I feel like this rusted old link in a guard rail along the San Francisco waterfront. It may look beaten up and worn but it is still holding its place in the chain.  So strong. Yes, I am still standing and anchoring the light that streams in ever more powerfully each day. 


The fun truly begins! It will never be so dark and difficult again. We can all heave a sigh of relief, the worst has passed. The depths of darkness will not be as deep as the entire planet has upped her frequency. Tonight, Gaia channeled through me as I mentioned to my friend that I could feel her energy pouring up me, moving from my feet up to my heart. She was so excited about all the clearing that I have done that allowed her to move so freely and swiftly and the clearing that has happened all over her beautiful surface. Oh, the elementals are dancing in joy also. Truly it is celebration time. We have this holiday season to soak in the energies of love. To find peace with all of our relations. To find peace in our hearts with all that we have lived and experienced. To pluck the nuggets of grace from our past and see all the rest in the gentle hue of gratitude for the lessons learned and the wisdom gathered. What a beautiful time to be alive. The solstice is almost upon us and tonight Gaia sounded a clarion call through my voice (she can be LOUD!) and gave me directions on where and what to do to anchor the solstice energies in, here in San Francisco. She is sounding the call for all to awaken. It is a great trumpeting as the portal is opened on the solstice to carry us through to the new timeline of the magic of 2012. Many are yet asleep and so the need to shout it out…awaken! Arise to your own beauty and light. Arise to the truth of who you are and begin to live it. We are one. We are our brother’s keepers as we are our brother. Shake off the shackles of this 3D matrix that limits our freedom. We are creator beings, not sheep any longer. Gaia calls out to everyone to stand up and be the light that you are. She is ascending and wishes all of us to come with her. As a mother, I can relate to that desire for all of your children to have the joy and happiness that is there for the taking. She does not want anyone to suffer any longer. She desires all to experience joy and bliss. Yes, bliss and ecstasy are on the table as our base level of feeling. It is true!

Choose your direction. All paths are viable. You can choose to stay in duality and you are even free to continue to struggle. You can choose freedom and dance in the love. You can feel separate or you can know the unity of all. It is all here for us. Your soul is making a choice, is standing at the threshold of 2012. What  you choose now will set the energies for what reality you exist in this coming year. Choose well. State your intention, call upon the myriad of angels and guides that surround you. There is so much love and support here for each one of us. Go inside and connect to it all. It is truly delicious!