Intensely Wonderful

Everywhere I look, I feel the energies intensifying. We have the All Hallow’s Eve approaching along with 3I Atlas and a multitude of wonders from our sun. All to thin the veils to a gossamer texture that you can almost see through. Everything is here…..the past, the future, our loved ones who have passed on. All realms stand open to us. Our shadows are on display for all to see. No more hiding. We see this playing out on the political and social scenes as more hidden agendas come to light.

My, we set up this play for the maximum contrast. We wanted to experience separation, to come to know how it would feel to be separate from Source. We set up polarity, black- white, good-evil. We rigged the game so that differences could be used to divide and conquer. Skin color, political belief, religious belief, gender, income…any and all ways that we could try on the feeling of being different, being alone, being marginalized. We followed the program to the letter, judgment a powerful tool to keep our ego afloat, believing that it was in some way superior to anyone or anything.

We forgot that we are part of our Mother Earth, that she has sustained us and allowed the exploitation of her resources so that we could grow and learn. We forgot that we are creator beings, one with Source. This was all intentional on our part. We wanted to evolve and chose Earth School as one of the best to do so. How blessed we are to be here, taking part in the time of transformation. It is well under way. Unity consciousness is returning. The earth has made her decision to move forward to join the other planets in a rose galaxy of higher awareness. She has been patient as we worked through our issues, allowed our growth. Now, the light is returning and there is no stopping it.

We stood in line to get a ticket to be here now. It is maddeningly difficult yet there abides a slipstream of consciousness to drop into that offers ease and grace. Our souls remember peace, unity, and what unconditional love felt like. When we touch it, our hearts expand in wonder. Ah, this is what awaits. This is why we are here. We came to transform all the separation and return to the womb of creation. We came to partake in this shift of the ages.

Our souls know our part. We are coded with alarm bells that go off with perfect timing. It is up to us, to heed the bell. To awaken to our greater selves. To see through the illusion that we all had a part in creating, and to walk a path long planned into the Golden Age of Peace.

As the light pours in, the shadows arise to be seen, to be felt and ultimately, loved for how they served us. Then they can be let go, like grey mist arising in the morning. The sun of love is then free to shine out. Feel it all, let the emotions run through our bodies and out into the ether to be returned to Source.

On a physical side, this shows up as random aches and pains….some sudden and sharp, some dull and pervasive. Sudden illnesses, even sudden deaths are becoming the norm. Our bodies temperature gauges are recalibrating, as solar flares and flashes move through us. Symptoms vary widely, but all bodies are experiencing some version of change.

Our emotional bodies are stretched by these energies. Folks are snapping with anxiety, with flashes of anger, with grief that can drop you down a deep well. We are completing contracts, finishing up lifetimes where things were left undone. We are bringing it all back to LOVE. All must be unwound, untangled, sorted and understood on some level. We begin to see every experience as one we have created for our own growth. All of us players in one another’s stories. Sometimes we are the villain, sometimes the prince. All roles valid, all roles serving the greater whole.

There is only playing our part with determination. To give our all to it. To resolve to bring it all back to truth which is love. There is only the love.

Our creator abilities are returning. Telepathy, teleportation are within reach. New technologies that spring from within, are starting to come online. Wonders beyond our imagination, are as close as a whisper. I can feel them stirring in the air around me. My cells dance in anticipation.

Hold on, hold on my loves. We are coming home. This journey of trials is about to reach its end. We have done so well. Drink that in and keep going. Find the love in everything and everyone. See the beauty that is always on display, somehow, somewhere. Look within and stoke your inner flame. That is what will see you safely through this passage. It is a vibrational doorway that cannot be accessed by any means outside of self. We are become LOVE. That frequency is the key that opens the door. It is open to all who are ready. Let us lift our hearts together and ride this tidal wave of love into the new land that awaits.

Pinned to the Earth While the Shadows Dance

Thank God for the glow lighting the end of this path. It is getting narrower by the day yet that glow beckons me onward.

Whew, the energies for this earth woman have been intense these past couple of days! I felt pressed into the earth, any movement took enormous effort. I was to be searching for an apartment but that felt as reachable as climbing Mt Everest. Not a possibility. I allowed myself to relax into this pulling.  What else could I do? I have learned to move with the energies rather than against them. When a way is opened up and the energy is aligned, all falls into place quickly and with ease. To try to move because my mind has decided to make something happen…. that is hard. My body will take over and stop me at times. These days, I am allowing my heart to move me. I need to find a place to live and know that it will happen. But not today. I allow myself to drop into that place of peace, listening to the birds, while the sun warms me.

One of my simple pleasures, fresh squeezed orange juice. It is like drinking sunshine.

The  mind moves in and out with its various refrains, “Where are you going to live? You need to know now! ” All testing my peace, my beingness in this now moment. Will I trust that all will come to me in its perfect time? Will I trust that I am in my perfect place right now? Yes, I will trust it all. I am grateful for my former husband allowing me this space and time to be until I can move. He does not understand it, even fears it yet he allows. That is not easy. I am grateful to feel peace in a place that once held such sadness, anger, and pain for me. Of course, that is why it is my perfect place in this moment! If I can feel peace here, it is likely that I can feel peace anywhere.

The light is flooding in to illuminate our shadows so that we can become whole.

Talk about shadow dancing! The usual cast of characters strut their stuff once again:”What are you doing with your life? Why are you in this place again? Your money is running out, you will have nothing. You need to DO something, anything!” At times I can laugh and say, “Enough, you will have to be more creative than that to get my attention! ” Sometimes it is a “Be on your way,  with my love.” Other times, I am caught in the throes of it and have to wrestle my way out. I am learning that shadow work requires deep breathing and moving into observation mode. You have to take a seat in the audience and watch the characters play across the stage of your mind. When I can clearly appreciate the acting, I can detach and see it for what it is. When I get caught up in the play, I go on an emotional roller coaster ride that is often not pleasant.  I have witnessed shadows that I did not even realize were there, entering the stage. Every last trigger is being pulled now to allow all to be transformed by the light of my love.

Field of lupines on my walk by the river

Others judgements of me and my path are coming in as I am moving into a space of non-judgment. I am watching as I try their judgements on for size, finding resonance for a moment or sometimes more until I return to my own truth. Am I enmeshed with my sons? Have I limited their paths? Yikes, shadows of my mother and my brothers……is this me? These shadows know just what swords (words) to raise and where the Achilles heel is to aim for. Yes, my relationship with my sons is unusual. We have a soul agreement to bring in a template for the New Divine Human. That may sound presumptuous, crazy even, but it is our truth. Over and over I am being asked to stand in that truth without wavering. It is not a path for the faint of heart.

A feather cloud with a rainbow in its tail......magic

My path is unusual as there is nothing to point to that aligns with success as our old world defined it.  If I would write the book, sell my art, establish a healing practice or do anything “normal” then some folks who love me could breath easier. Heck, I could breath easier!!! Some of those things may come but none have been my focus. I am called to be all of me, to be in tune with the earth and sing her song in my heart. To feel my brothers and sisters and weave my heartlight with theirs, seeing their beauty and light. Standing on this earth, moving with intention and love in every moment…..takes all I have. I awake filled with my Creator’s love and I strive to be the most beautiful vessel that I can be for Her/His love to flow through.

Wisteria trees with their fragrant magenta blossoms and the palm trees.....appreciating my old yard.

I  have given most things in my life 150% effort. No halfway, half hearted attempts. It is no different now except it is internal and not visible to the old world. I am in the New Earth much of the time, clearing pathways, arranging flowers, decorating so that when others walk in, they will feel welcomed. This  is the work that my soul calls me to. Are there times that I would like to quit? Yes! Are there times that I wish that I could live a “normal life”? Yes but that was ever the case even when I was living a so called normal life, I did not fit in with the crowd. We are all being called to live our truth. To live each moment with all of who we are. We are experiencing internal earthquakes as our shadows dance deep emotions into our cores. Can we love ourselves, forgive ourselves, embrace ourselves with compassion and kindness? Can we release these aspects of ourselves back to the light (call in the violet flame to transmute your anger, your sadness, your fears back to light, offer it as mulch for our Mother Earth) so as to allow room for our divinity to enter in? Yes, our souls and I Am presences are here, asking to be invited in. We have to clean out the shadows to make room. This is holy work. Honor yourself for having the courage to do it. Call in support from your angels, your guides, your friends. We need one another to affirm our beauty when we get tangled in our shadows and can’t find our way out.

I love balancing rocks, it helps me keep my balance these days.

Thank you for having the courage to do this work. You widen the pathway for others and you lighten our Mother’s load. It is spring cleaning time. We feel inspired to clean our houses, to clean our body through cleanses and fasts. Now it is time to clean our emotional and spiritual bodies as well. Put on some music and dance your way through it, stomp your way through it, cry your way through it. Feel it in every cell, thank it and let it go with love. Freedom is at hand and this is the way to it.